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i love to shop but hate to spend... kuko lang ang tangi kong luho... wala pa rin akong lomo pero sana parating na siya... 6150 nanaman phone ko... i believe in 600 peso tsinelas... mahal ko ang July for Kings... i don't know how to drive, i doubt i'll ever learn how... i think i'm the favorite child in my family... hehe...
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Entries for July, 2004

July 2nd, 2004

so what if curiosity killed the cat?

Posted by _subersibo at 11:59 PM on July 2, 2004.

    Boy Abunda interview skills. Check. Bionic ears. Check. These are the two basic skills needed by chismosas. They say, curiosity killed the cat. I say, so what? At least the cat died with the satisfaction of having his questions answered. This is the mantra of chismosas. Read on if you are a chismis predator or prey.

    There's really something about finding discovering astounding news on someone you classify as interesting. It must be the lack of drama in one's life that drives people nuts dpa(deep penetration agent)-ing their way to the core of the romour mill. Although not always in the positive light, sucking the marrow out of chismis gives that satisfaction of knowing a little more than others do. The reasons are downright stupid and shallow but hey, someone's gotta do the dirty job.

    After discovering the earth shattering stories, you suddenly details that often go unnoticed. Say for example boy A who likes girl A of vice versa. Either of them have been dropping what seem to be useless remarks. After finding out about someone's little crush on the other, you realize that those remarks were actually silent screams on the real score.

    So at this point, you already know the dish. The big question that has to be answered is: Divulge or not divulge? For those belonging to their respective Tigbak authorities (Startalk linggo here), more chismis means more juicy information that can be safely shared if not with everyone else, at least among yourselves. You can be all giddy with your hot hot information but not all secrets are public property. Some are meant to brought to the grave while others... well... find their own way out. A little SOS though: If you slip, try not to make a big fuss out of it. What has been said cannot be taken back. But what can be done, is not to blow the issue into even greater proportion.

    They say curiosity killed the cat. I say, so what? At least the cat died with the fulfillment of his questions being answered.
Currently feeling: grumpy

2 jam jar/s

July 8th, 2004

of impromptu midterms

Posted by _subersibo at 06:54 PM on July 8, 2004.

How to take a Philosophy midterm exam:
1. Get any piece of paper.
2. Answer the question, what is a language game using the analytic definition.
3. Open your book and look for the answer but don't copy verbatim.
4. The first five people to pass their papers to the teacher will get an automatic perfect grade even if their answers are incorrect.
5. You have 5 minutes.

This is a true story because it is my story. Technically, this exercise was just a quiz since it has been the only written exam in Philosophy. But teacher rockista dropped hints thay it may be considred a midterm exam.

Did I mention that this was impromptu?

3 jam jar/s

July 15th, 2004

mad in plaid

Posted by _subersibo at 12:39 PM on July 15, 2004.

    I did something weird today. My block did something weird today. The best part was that everyone was game. Amidst the denims, cotton tops and impending ban on rubber slippers, most of my blockmates came to school donning their high school uniform. I was mad in plaid as we made trial balances and tried to decipher the meaning of death. Today, my outfit menu for the week was given a break and for the first time in many days, I felt that I was part of my block.

    Of course, we didn't get away from the speculative eye of the La Salle public. I wasn't spared from the whispers that could be heard five people away. Some thought it was part of the Pep Squad initiation. What a lame initiation that would have been. Others asked why we were wearing that. Uh... No reason really. A manang in the canteen couldn't hold her curiosity. She asked what school I was from and what I was doing in La Salle. Manang, Marketing freshman na taga La Salle din. Wala lang po kaming magawa ng block ko.

    Nostalgia struck a high note as I wore the necktie once again and attached the Assumption pin on my collar. I remembered high school teachers and how their lessons were never too fast. The words, Miss/Sir, wait lang! meant that the lesson would really wait and time (on good days, the whole period) would be spent just making kwento. While wearing the uniform with my usual tsinelas, I realized how lonely college has become. Sure, I have friends and a bunch of people I make kulit but it's weird to wear something so familiar in a place that's so different. Four months after shaking the hand of my high school principle, I missed San Lo and the people and just about everything that had to do with Assumption.

    The thought of high school, take two was a nice one but there are just some things that must be put to where they belong- in the past.

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July 16th, 2004

love ko 'to!

Posted by _subersibo at 06:52 PM on July 16, 2004.

    There are classmates who are nice. There classmates who are rude. There are classamtes you love to hang out with and others who are crude. There are classmates who are jolly and some who are never in the mood... Then, there's MELA.

    She crushes over Celine Lopez as I do over Phoem Barranda. She's the protective friend who'd never budge on your secrets. She's one of my few blockmates I can rant endlessly to about everything. She's the girl who's always sinisipag mag-aral. She likes to get her work done... quickly. She taught me the art of the eating chesseballs with cream cheese.

    For the Dondon smelling shirt yesterday, the Mc Do party today and that Marketing field trip abroad next year, I've had a blast with you. Happy birthday classmate, blockmate, groupmate and seatmate. Eighteen has never been this great.

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July 23rd, 2004

wala lang

Posted by _subersibo at 05:57 PM on July 23, 2004.

    What happened today? Wala lang... Mela and I went on an adventure to Bambang, in the heart of ghetto Manila. We cut class, took an LRT and got lost all in the name of a costume for Gege's party. What happened this week? Wala lang... It wasn't much of a hell week save for the fact that we had another math long quiz. Wala lang... It's ironic how this statement says so much and so little at the same time.

    In all that happened this week, wala lang described how wala lang namang masayadong masamang nangyari. Things went as planned. We weren't robbed in Bambang nor were we run over by some speeding vehicle (we still aren't La Salle urban legends- yung mga nasagasaan). Wala din namang masamang nangyari sa school. We had a lot of free cuts this week and I got to bond with many blockmates.

    At the same time, wala lang talks about how routinary life has been. Study. Go on a break. Tambay sa school. Go home. For the past two months, this is what my life has been. I've always wanted this freedom and flexibility in high school. Now that I have it, I've realized that I may not want it after all.

    Seeing it from the view from nowhere, that's what we really all are: WALA LANG. We're absurd little creatures who play the game of survival by putting meaning into everything we do. I can't help but ask, what for? Why do we put so much importance into what we think say and do, when at the end of the day, it's all matter of wala lang? We all think we're somebodys but how can we be when we started from being nobodys? How can you make something out of nothing?

    I think I'm going crazy. Wala lang...
Currently feeling: pooped

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